Pernah nggak sih kamu duduk diam di tengah percakapan yang mulai memanas, lalu berpikir, “Ngapain, ya, aku buang energi buat hal ini?”Aku pernah. Bahkan, cukup sering. Dulu, aku merasa perlu menjelaskan semuanya—seperti punya tanggung jawab moral untuk meluruskan dunia. Padahal, makin ke sini aku sadar: dunia ini nggak butuh dilurusin, dia lagi rebahan. Berdebat sama orang yang denial dan egonya segede stadion itu rasanya...
I never thought I had unfinished business with you.I really, truly believed I had let it all go.The drama, the betrayal, the fact that you played single while we were together (which, by the way, was hilarious in the dumbest way possible).For years, I was chill. I could joke about you.I could sit across from you at gatherings and not feel a thing....
Dear Abang, For a long time, I carried this quiet guilt.Not because I wanted to go back, but because I felt like I had left too soon.Like I am wrong by choosing my own happiness.Like I owed you something more.Like I am the villain in a story I never meant to write.Time has a way of unraveling the truth.We were never meant to last.You...
